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Nov. 19th, 2010

Emo Shan

An equation of stress..

High Rent +
Bill Collectors +
Hectic long hours at Work +
Hectic long hours at school (times Academic Probation) +
Family needs =

STRESS =
VERY NECESSARY VACATION

Aug. 11th, 2010

crafty, Usagi

So some of the ladies at my work are trying to see...

How far I can go through in this Hot & Heavy audiobook before I hand it back in FROM SHOCK.
I think this is a set up *shifty eyes*.


The book is Pleasure by Eric Jerome Dickey.

The furthest anyone has gotten is Disc 3 out of 13.
Im halfway through Disc 3 AND I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY.

(I'm very competitive, so I KNOW I wont have a problem getting through the book... I hope. 
Im gonna be mature about this.)

PS- The reason no one else can complete it is a "moral" issue.
Not to say I dont have morals, but Im just hoping a little prayer will get me out of troubled guilt, LOL.

BUT IM ALSO WORRIED.
What if I get through this book and the girls are all "DAMN, the white girl finished the whole book... she must have some serious kink."

*anime bashful dillema* MY REPUTATION!!!! I CANT LIVE WITH THE SHAME IN THE OFFIIIIICE-- yeah, yes I can. Nevermind.


Jun. 18th, 2010

Wink

School will be swallowing my existence in the next right now till graduation.

Because I 'let' my average drop below a 97%, I'm being held back another Theory Year.
This is pissing me off to the point where I WILL kick a puppy mildly frustrating.

I NEED TO GRADUATE BEFORE APRIL 1 2011 OR I AM FUCKED.

What's worse is that I'm now out $12K from 'failing' and I have to pay another $14K out of pocket this next year because I dont qualify for Financial Aid. Damn you Government-Job-that-pays-slightly-above-the-Federal-Aid-bracket. *fist shake*

The new teacher I have been placed with is... interesting.
She has the reputation for being the strictest at the Institute.
I've been told "If you arent comprehending the lessons shes teaching, you had better, because she has no qualms of failing you on the spot if she sees weakness."

And her policy on homework is "One perfect straight-through take of the lesson on the day of the test or you fail. I do not care how many extra hours you have to stay up at night practicing to get that perfect take."
Yaaay. ._.

I can make this work.. right? Just practice 2 hours every single day on top of my trying to work and live a healthy lifestyle. *headdesk*

I'LL STILL DO MY BEST TO KEEP IN TOUCH! I PROMISE! I just cant be spending many more fun weekends down in New Zanarkand for a while... Or being on the internet. Or txting till 1AM. Y'know, having a life and stuff-and-junk-and-stuff.

This whole work full-time/ school full-time is starting to really wear me down.

I think Im gonna set aside a few days in September and maybe drive down to Marathon to get away.
Whaddaya think?

May. 7th, 2010

Miguel

I SURVIVED THE WEEK!

I have a quarter tank of gas to last me till next Thursday.
And $3.00 to my name--HOYES, Im pretty awesome.

Apr. 14th, 2010

Emo Shan

FML!!?!?!??!!!!

Okay. Seriously.
Today was full of so much suck and fail, I'm about ready to throw in the towel.
I WISH I my ego would stop taking so many HUGE BLOWS.

That being said.

FOR CHRISTS SAKE, CUT ME SOME SLACK WORK/SCHOOL/LIFE. ESPECIALLY WORK.

Apr. 6th, 2010

Emo Shan

Feels sad for whatever reason.

I want to be pretty! Like slapchop fruit on icecream.

Mar. 29th, 2010

Miguel

So this is the plan.

Get as fuggin' sexy as I possibly can between now and 30STM.

I shall accomplish this with:

REASONABLY strict diet.
UNREASONABLY strict portions.
Lots of Water. Like Waters of Mars amounts. I SHALL PISS EXCELLENCE!
Intense cardio EVERY. DAY.

-40 min cardio
-300 crunches (100 center, 100 L Obliques, 100 R Obliques)
-10 min stretching

And I have to remember to breathe.
And I need at least 1 piece of 30stm gear for the concert.

The Hunt Begins.

Mar. 25th, 2010

Emo Shan

Allow me to rant.

Men suck.

They steal happiness, crush self-esteem and break hearts.
MANY TIMES AT ONCE!
I hate anything with a penis right now.

Mar. 23rd, 2010

crafty, Usagi

So in the past 20 days.

I moved to my own place (with Zaxx0r as my roommate.) I love it.
It's epic!

I went to MegaCon. I loved it.
IT WAS EPIC!

I've lost almost 11 pounds. I didnt love doing it.
STILL PRETTY EPIC!

I WILL BE taking my First Theory Final exam Thursday.
IT IS AN EPIC EXAM. I do NOT WANT!

Also, Zaxx0r's birthday is Saturday. We are throwing part-ee on Sunday.
YOU KNOW WHAT IT WILL BE, DONT MAKE ME COME OVER THERE.

(This was a lame update, but it needed to be done.)

Mar. 4th, 2010

Cake

Today was an AMAZING day.

I breezed through work today doing VERY little and loving it.
(Our inventory is low because of the new hire being trained, so I get to slack off for the time being, YAY!)

Everyone seemed to be in a good mood and very personable, I love it when there arent tribal vendettas placed among others at work; makes the day go by SO much faster.
In Biggest Loser, we reached our Halfway Point, I OFFICIALLY lost 20lbs doing it. I hope Im in the top contenders to win that MONEY!

Also, I got my very first raise today, FAN-TAS-TIIIIIC *sing song*
Extra money always helps!

AND.

Mr Married Hottie in class today bought me a Micky D's dinner and gave me sweet compliments.
I dont care if he's married: Free food and compliments are AWESOME.

Today was so cool. :D I feel amazing.

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